First of all, I'm never going to remove this part from any journal I write, because I want others to know that I'm available to help them anytime they want/need.

We all struggle with issues; and we all face some shitty people, situations, etc that make us feel bad for struggling with them. Sometimes we feel shitty for struggling, sometimes we feel shitty because people have us believe we're not struggling enough. How idiotic is that? I'm not thin enough to have an eating disorder? I'm not cutting deep enough to be a self harmer? FUCK YOU!

No. I don't care whatever you're doing. If you say you need me, if you say you need help, a friend, someone to talk to; or if you just need a place to escape to; I'm here for you. I promise.

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I'm not a therapist, so I can't provide you professional help.

BUT

I'm not stupid and ignorant enough to :

 Tell someone with an ED to "Just eat."

 Tell someone with SH to "Just stop cutting."

 Tell someone with depression to "Just be happy."

 Tell someone with insomnia to "Just try to sleep more."

 Tell someone alcoholic to "Just stop drinking."

 Tell a drug addict to "Just stop taking drugs."

  BE STEREOTYPICAL


I will try to understand your problems, your psychology. If you ever need someone to talk to; it could be just because you're bored and want someone to talk to or it might be because you seek help for recovery; I'M HERE

I will never judge you, never think of you as a statistic, never try to put you in a group, in a box. You are an individual to me and you're special.

So just note me if you wanna talk

And don't worry, you will never be a burden to me with your "never-ending problems". Trust me, I'VE GOT never-ending problems. I will never think of you as "Gosh. Look at all his/her problems. Won't they ever end?" NO. NEVER. NEVER EVER EVER. We all struggle with something, something small or huge, sometimes with many things at once.

So if you need a friend, a friend who will never judge, love you no matter what and despite your troubles, problems, scars, disorders, issues, etc..

I'M THAT FRIEND.


UPDATE ON PERSONAL LIFE :

I.. I don't think I'm going to be on dA so much anymore. I go on like twice a week to read a few poems and check my notes and all but apart from that i don't really use dA anymore. I'm painting and writing a lot and i think my drawing has really improved, really! But i won't post my stuff anymore because i'm paranoid of art theft. That's why i won't be publishing my poems also; that's the main reason why i won't be using dA anymore. Maybe I'm too paranoid but that's the way i am. So this is like a semi-goodbye; not sure how many people still remember me or would miss me, not really sure if there's even one person who reads my journal entries from the beginning right to the end; and not sure if someone would miss me. But i made some great friends on dA, and even if i don't talk to them anymore they have influenced and inspired me in one time of my life and i'm forever grateful for that. Thank you, have a lovely day people i love you.