MeredyxD

Hey everyone. I first opened this account 7 years ago when I was in middle school in my home, Istanbul, Turkey. I am now 20 years old, and going to college in the United States, where I am studying songwriting and musical theater writing as well as singing and performing. I've been looking at my old deviations and journal entries to sort them out and start re-using this account. Looking at how many memories I had made while using this website; meeting new friends, exchanging feedback on works, joining groups - it made me really happy and emotional. So I wanted to say thank you to everyone who interacted with me through my years here, watch

Hello dear watchers, hello dear deviantart users and visiters! I just felt like saying Happy New Year to all of you! It is nearly 2014 and i cannot believe it's been another year; it's so funny because you're growing up, and a part of you wants to grow up but a part of you fears of getting old.. But I guess, if i can live my years doing what i love, what i want to do, then i can be happy :) So i've been working on my songs lately :) I'm in the IB program now which is half killing me, but i love the program. Seriously. I love how i can focus on the lessons i want to focus on and don't have to deal with lessons i don't want to have (except f

First of all, I'm never going to remove this part from any journal I write, because I want others to know that I'm available to help them anytime they want/need. We all struggle with issues; and we all face some shitty people, situations, etc that make us feel bad for struggling with them. Sometimes we feel shitty for struggling, sometimes we feel shitty because people have us believe we're not struggling enough. How idiotic is that? I'm not thin enough to have an eating disorder? I'm not cutting deep enough to be a self harmer? FUCK YOU! No. I don't care whatever you're doing. If you say you need me, if you say you need help, a friend, som